My Nightmares Part 2

damn here i am again another sleepless night God please tell me what i;m not doing right tossin and turning all night in bed with all kind of crazy stuff going on in my head why can't i dream of the good things that i love instead of all the things i'm afraid of dreaming of wars and demons and stuff i really can't take this i've had enough my head is all boggled up inside with ugly fatal dreams of suicide i dont get it why so much strife when i really enjoy everyday of my life my days are as happy as can be so why are my dreams haunting me i live right treat everyone pretty fair but still every night i'm stalked by these hellish nightmares