My never forgotten lady

There's something in the way you carry yourself, continuously dropping a heavy feeling in my soul, draining the least leaving a yearn like I can't live without you, an absolute void in my whole, leaving void in my own sense, everyday wonders pouring heavily on my mind, wonder why me, so much weight in your presence, my presence fail to contain long, your time taken features, the seduction in your texture, breathing gaps in your smile, I'm forever left with bullet holes on mind, leaking everywhere, with your relentless heaven touches and embraces, wonder why, my mind keep hypnotic to your horizon, my feeling projecting everything you resemble, running in circles trying to catch the beauty in your aura, like a dog chasing its tail, forever returning exhausted without sense clear of what are you, reaching climax of my wonders, long have I been trying to tour your beautiful being, my mind navigation run low in energy, this adventure to your gists, drains the least God trusted in me, so lost in trying, trying to understand what's beyond my level of understanding, thought heaven gates welcomed me, when the power of your beauty fed my eyes with absolute absenteeism of reactions, some weakling voice in me whispered " you are blessed" wonder if this how blessings looks like, wondering what honor heaven owed me, to be embraced in your radar, still I carry effects of our first encounter to my every smiling moment, wondering if experiences like you still offered by heaven on earth, my never forgotten lady #Poetic_Ink