My Mother Is Gone

My mother is gone..... How do I change things? I miss her more than I had ever acknowledged. My mother is gone....My heart is wounded and damaged. I can't fill the emptiness I suffer. My mother is gone.....The days are so lonely. Is she as tearful as I am? My mother is gone.... I'm lost for all reasons. I don't enjoy living without her. My mother is gone....My entire world has been crushed like the sinkable Titanic. I'm drowning in such disastrous feelings. My mother is gone... I remember our hardships. They haunt me each minute and second. My mother is gone... I have molded her fear. I will never forget how much she had struggled. My mother is gone. She had talent unknown. Why didn't others encourage her? My mother is gone. She was a lovely woman inside and out. I had failed to even recognize her beauty. My mother is gone. The destructible negligence of a hospital and nursing home facilities are the reasons she is no longer with us. I will fight to destroy them and all they had damaged. Nothing will change how I'm feeling. My mother is gone....She has trusted in me to change many things that were important to her. I wish I could recover all her minutes and seconds. My mother is gone....She was so very tired and weak towards the end of her life. She didn't complain while suffering the pain. I commend her for being so willful. My mother is gone.. Life is supposed to continue. Happier days don't seem to exist in my future. My mother is gone...She'll never understand all the words I so desperately needed to share. Now it's too late. I failed to tell her those things when was still living. My mother is gone..Will others even consider to remember all the wealth that she stood for? I have highlighted each reason I loved her. My mother is gone...Her memory holds on. She'll never know how very much I will miss her. My mother is gone.. Heaven has been blessed with her presence.... My mother is gone....In my heart she's still with me. I will never forget her existence. She was a woman to be honored and cherished.