My Messed Up Life

Do you ever feel so alone
 do ever feel so broken you can barley move
 do wish you could just disappear kill the pain that stabs you in the chest
 do you feel awkward or out of place desperate for attention just wish you could be normal
 do you sit in your room and cry
 always left in the dark no one to answer your calls
 trouble at school cause you don't fit in do you wish you could just run away
 or get the courage to kill your self
 so you can finally be free
 do you ever hate yourself so much that you slice your wrists or take pills anything to numb this pain
 please some one save me i can't go on any longer this way
 I carry this pain with me every day maybe tonight I will just kill myself since nobody cares any way
 this is my life 
I used to be so happy but now I just sit alone consumed with my depression
 I have no one to turn to I'm all alone in this world I hide from every one ashamed to show my face
 cause I know they won't exept me
 I'm not ugly I'm just messed up nothing seems to take it away
 I'm lost
 I'm scared and
 I'm all alone
I just wish I was dead
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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