My Memories and Thoughts

I cryed the moment I first saw my nephew. I new he was in pain, but I tried to be strong for you. He was cute, but he looked in a lot of pain. Just looking at him made me want to go insane. I remember when I first looked in his eyes. And I remember all of his cries. I remember him holding my finger, his eyes so small, He looked at me and I felt it all. I felt all the love and I felt the sorrow. I new there was hope, atleast 'til tomorrow. Then things got worse, and I began to fear. That soon he would not be so near. He slowly passed away. I didn't have time to say all I needed to say. I didn't get to tell him how much he meant to me. Or show him all the things he needed to see. Everyday I see his face and feel his love. I see him looking down from above. He tells me he loves me every night. And how he can see the beautiful light. He tells me he loves his mom and dad, And he says he misses them and he knows they're sad. He loves his sister and brother, too. And he knows you are being strong, he's so proud of you. Dedicated to my sister: Lacey Masoner