Christian Alexander Poet Dramatic Monologue

''My Love''

"My Love"
It's only a little pain
A quick rush
To the brain
Time to go INSANE
FEEL-
I feel so strong, so powerful
One more kill
One more thrill
One more chance up and up this hill
This hill I climb
Now a mountain
A fuqqing mountain
My eyes so wide
My heart so cold
My lungs inhaled straight up my nose
My brain explodes
FEEL-
I feel so strong, so powerful inside
Every breath that I take 
leaves me hungary for more
     Handcuffed to this rush 
I think i'm in LOVE
A little pain, up above
Don't stop me now it's far too  late
I love me, I love me
With no one to hate
We're all dressed up
We've got on our smiles
"Can we climb up your mountain?"
We're your friends, your the best
We want that rush
We'll sing in your nest
We're all dressed up
We've got on our faces
We came to your door
No hiding in places
We want that rush
We'll climb up that mountain
Blood Red Stain - splattered inside my brain
It's always the same, this fuqqing game
Put me to shame, bury my name
Just point and aim 
Take me again
I love me, I love me
This mountain grain
I saw Sam Hain get high in Spain
So I jumped that train
I fly my plane
Nobody knows
" I " am the Captain, so
   "I'll fly right through this fuqqing mountain"
Again and Again
This fuqqing rush
So Insane    I close my eyes
I can't obtain all my thoughts
Crashed through the rain
Hanging on this chain
Hanging from this crain
If I lie, pull my drain
I love me, I love me - So fuqqing lame
" Dear Father "
Tear out my hair
Tear off my clothes
You know I don't care
Naked I shall pose
Naked I shall stare
Just stick it where it goes
This fuqq so rare
" Is this what you chose?"
Give me all my fair
Stick it up my nose
Stick it between my legs
Love Me and Love Me and
Penetrate my Soul
Make me Rock-N-Roll
Up and Down, forever I'll go~~ Go Go Go!!! 
Like a Cat~ YOU will purr
And like a Lion I'll ROAR
I love me you know
But now I must go
Take me to your place
I can't explain~ this rush, again 
Straight up to the Brain
Such little pain
Blood Red Stain
And i'm not ashamed
Time to go Insane
FEEL- !!!
     I guess it'll never end...................................................................................

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Ettie Christian-Bowling December 10, 2014 at 10:32 AM Wow Christian! This poem is the most intense poem i believe I have ever read since discovering my love for poetry Rating this a seven! AND adding you to my list of fav poets-Love Ettie Christian Alexander December 12, 2014 at 12:35 AM Thank you so much for your response to "My Love" It feels so rad to know that someone enjoyed something I wrote. You're Rad

Christian Alexander October 14, 2014 at 7:35 PM I wrote this when I was, I think, 19 years old. I was heavy into the drug underworld and I had watched very closely to social behavior and no matter how loyal your friends may have been, some would betray you for the drug...