My Lord

My Lord
By: Aidan Gilbert

My Lord gave me feeling
My Lord come to my healing
Should have never looked down 
Should have never made that loud of a sound
But when you see your shadow as darkness
And dropping your heart was something you missed
You get a little scared
With your darker emotions you are pair
My Lord gave me forgiveness
Where to find it is my only wish
I knew hurt would make me hide
But I never knew it would take my pride
Darker and darker every night
Lesser and lesser there is light
I find myself each day with more and more sin
Ever since the downfall of men
Lord you’re my rescue
And only you
But Lord give me time
We both know I’m not doing fine
My Lord gave me feet
That stumbled and burned on my sin’s heat
Lord did you get my prayer
I don’t know cause to the blank clouds I stare
But through it all I know you hear my voice
Cause on that cross that vinegar was moist
God I think any day I could be better
I have your redemption letter
I just have to find it
But each day is harder cause I take a new hit
So I’m tired and is giving up on this searching is something I can try
Lord Is my sourness making your love dry
On my broken bed next to sin I cry
Lord next to me you lay down and lie
My guilt cleared when I saw the compassion in your eyes
I had a moment and It hit me
Lord you put a whisper on me
With my eyes closed I could still see
That with one sound you can set my free
Holy spirit moved
And so quickly hurt was removed
Lord I know you’re the only one I need
My Lord rumbles clouds
My Lord makes the thunder sound
But there is a dark street
Cluster with people who are weak
Demons in their minds
Demons guiding them from behind
My Lord gave me new sight
Reason to what is right
All these people wandering around
On the inside falling down
I cannot cure their struggle
In their lives I cannot meddle
My Lord let me do something
I once felt their sting
But time and time again
I go down the wrong street and meet sin
I know I’m not perfect
But what makes me different form them is I know you think I’m worth it
My Lord loves me
He’s all I need
Through it all I still fight
Fight through the darkest nights
Through it all I still want to help my friends
But their lives I can’t tend
My Lord had blood shed
My Lord choose the color red
To his home I am lead

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