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I don't know how to do this
I can't keep pretending
I can't keep smiling
I want you so much
I can't love you and be her friend
waiting, always waiting
I can't do this again.
Why, why couldn't I be first for once?
I just wish
you would come and
take me away.

I can't stand this
(leave me alone)
save me
(I don't need saving.)
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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July 8, 2009 at 10:56 AM
What a list Madison. A lot of us have had your list at one time or another. We have to figure it out as it is a part of life. Excellent write. Love, Carol
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