My Lifes Song

I wish sometimes that i could go back in time just so i could rewrite all my wrongs change all the things that are now gone change the way i wrote my lifes song siting here now wondering how things could go so wrong how could i let this happen is it really all my fault that your gone did i not care enough when they handed me that paper did i not think it through did i not do everything i had to just to keep you here with me when i signed on that line did i throw our lives away was i just to blind to see the truth behind all the lies why couldn't i just open up my eyes just enough to realize what they done to us they tore us apart ripped my heart right out left me here sad and alone with this pain that will never go away tears fall from my eyes almost everyday i cry just siting here trying to figure out why things had to turn out like this why it had to be me that is the one who is losing out when the only thing i ever wanted was to be there and watch you grow up