My Life So Far

Hurt and agonizing pain, painful things that even the lord can't take away. People I love 
being taken away from me, places I want to go, but I know I will never be. One of my 
children going to Heaven, my other two just seem gone, not being able to tell them I love 
them in so very long. Relationships just keep going wrong, the worst relationship of all, is the 
relationship with my mom. Life just seems to be still falling apart, I wish there was 
somebody to mend my broken heart. Nobody in my life is ever satisfied, sometimes I wish 
my life was just one big lie. I wish that my life was still in the making, or that god could 
atleast give me an explanation. It's like trying to be a good person hasn't gotten me 
anywhere, sometimes I wonder, "Jennifer, why do you even still care?" I know that god is 
my shining star, but this is just the story of my life so far.*
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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