My Last Wish

How can one say I love you when it is not there / I baptize the sky and say a prayer. Once I open up my eyes no one is here/ All my life I have been abandoned and now I have no fear. I am really not feeling this place/ I do not want to crowd your space. Ideas and thoughts flow insincere in my mind/ While you are out all I do is look up at the time. To sum it all up on one try/ All you can say is that “are you telling me another lie”. This time I speak only of the truth/ If not an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. What we had and what was meant to be are great/ We all are humans and that was one of our most crucial mistake. When I depart this life and you arrive to my awake/ Do not shed a tear and tell my kids they were never a mistake.