My Kindness Was Bleached Out

I knew him but very little
He's a father of a boy and he's homeless 
I knew I had to lift him off the cold and dark streets

Took him in, helped him with a job 
Rent free and everything else was on me
I encouraged him to find himself again 
I wanted him to get back on his feet and be 
the grown man and father like he should be

But for the love of God for seven months 
He was buying heroin unbeknown to me
I treated him as a family, never asked him 
for anything but to help himself

Instead my kindness was bleached out
And now his future is without my knowledge 

       Smile 

Akkina R Downing 
    2-10-17

Copyright © | Year Posted 2017



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Date: 12/25/2017 6:02:00 AM
A very different sonnet...Nice to see you trying something different...
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Date: 8/22/2017 12:33:00 PM
A gritty, truthful poem, Akkina. You extended kindness, asking nothing in return for yourself. He rejected your kindness for his own selfish desires. That last line is memorable ... and now his future is without my knowledge. Stunning pearl of self-awareness shared w/us. The great depth of your humanity is clearly seen in this seminal poem. Great write. Love and more love to you and yours.
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Akkina Downing
Date: 8/22/2017 7:24:00 PM
I try my best to help out where I can. Thank you so much Freddie, I am very touched with your sweet comment. Hugs, smile and love always :)
Date: 5/19/2017 7:06:00 PM
Help is in the eyes of the beholder If everyone who needed help accepted it Who would need help . Some people are just beyond help and neither I nor you can help them Sadly
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Date: 5/11/2017 9:22:00 AM
God bless you for your kindness Kina. This world needs more beautiful people like you. Well done and not just with the poem.
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Date: 5/11/2017 9:29:00 AM
Awe, thanks Ed, I do try to give as much I can wherever I'm needed :)
Date: 5/9/2017 9:56:00 PM
Bless your kind heart. We can not save everyone unfortunately. Some people do not want to be saved. I have been enjoying your poetry. Well done.
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Date: 4/28/2017 11:39:00 AM
Akkina, a wonderful and caring gesture from you. A very altruistic vision you had for him. Too bad he did not share your vision or perhaps it is just not time for him. Nice write.
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Date: 4/28/2017 6:12:00 AM
mmm, been there before, Akkina! There are just some people you can't help! Your heart is in the right place, just the wrong person! Thank you for sharing this! 7+
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Date: 4/23/2017 5:20:00 PM
Your words took stage and treated the reader to a glimpse of your heart and a peek at your soul. A sad and thought provoking piece worthy of a second look. Emile.
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Date: 4/19/2017 6:16:00 PM
Luckily and fortunately have never experienced this before. Or have I and never knew it. That is the whole scary part about the whole thing. Say high to Andrea for me. Jim Horn
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Date: 4/18/2017 6:35:00 PM
wow, this was a very heartfelt way to express how he made you feel. I really like this poetry, Akkina.
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Date: 3/25/2017 7:11:00 AM
Your heart did right my friend, it was his darkness and lost path that was deceiving you and spitting upon your kindness! When a child is in the mix, it is an even worse tragedy.. I HAVE HAD SAME KIND OF TRAGIC EXPERIENCE WITH HELPING SOMEONE--LONG AGO. A7...
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Date: 3/6/2017 3:04:00 AM
Excellent poem. Kindness always serves a purpose with heart. Enjoyed reading it.Thanks for sharing it my dear friend.
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Date: 2/23/2017 3:36:00 PM
Bless you for your good nature, Akkina. Smooth, straightforward, powerful writing. : )
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Akkina Downing
Date: 2/23/2017 4:13:00 PM
Thank you so much Dough :)
Date: 2/20/2017 8:49:00 AM
This is sad but I believe all kindness serves a purpose. Perhaps his little boy witnessed what is possible, that there are people who care enough to try. Blessings to you Akkina.
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Akkina Downing
Date: 2/20/2017 5:48:00 PM
Thank you Richard, and yes I hope he'll grow up and do much better in life :)
Date: 2/16/2017 3:26:00 PM
"The old laughing lady" as it is referred to in Neil Young's song. She's got the kind of lovin' you can't keep. Sad poem but so realistic, Kina. That is what junkies do best, deceive!
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Akkina Downing
Date: 2/16/2017 4:23:00 PM
I guess I learned that now. Lol!
Date: 2/14/2017 2:50:00 PM
Beautiful poem. Thanks, bl Devnath
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Akkina Downing
Date: 2/23/2017 4:15:00 PM
Thank you BL for your visit and comment :)
Date: 2/11/2017 6:23:00 AM
You wanted to eliminate the darkness ... Did a great job ... It is very noble to do for others without any expectation ..a nice poem ...
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Akkina Downing
Date: 2/11/2017 8:53:00 AM
Thank you so much :)
Date: 2/11/2017 12:45:00 AM
Remember you did your part my friend...it is well noted...like the great Van Gogh who took in an abanded women and child...just don't go losing your ear lol...great write Akkina...god bless...^WW^
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Akkina Downing
Date: 2/11/2017 8:55:00 AM
Oh gush no. Lol! Thanks WW :)
Date: 2/10/2017 8:37:00 PM
This is so sad, Akkina, but at least you tried to help. Hopefully, he'll get well one day and remember your kindness. Hugs, Rhonda
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Date: 2/10/2017 8:47:00 PM
It is sad. I tried my best for him but I just never realized how bad he was on drugs and how scary it was to find out. But thank you so much for your visit and comment Rhonda :)
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