My Hidden Pain

When you smile at me i laugh at you When you laugh at me i smile back I try and hide the pain and agony I feel So i left this earth and went to Mars To live closer to the lovely stars; You might not think it's true You say you know me You act like you know me You even talk like you do, But that's not true You talk about me like you know me from deep inside You have even tried to have that denied But sooner or later i'm gonna die And no one will care To you and them it doesn't matter anymore 'Cause I'll be under the soiled floor I'll be forgotten; Never spoke of, I'll be hurt and killed because of love. No one will miss me I'll die with no one's sympathy They won't even ask what happened to me Livin' alone i think i hate myself It's like i'm on the top of a never-ending bookshelf Feelin' as if i'm gonna fall any second now I'm gonna die and won't remember how I'm sayin' to the world "good-bye" Now i'm gonna ask you this: Can ya hear my shouts and cries Can ya see the tears in my eyes Can ya hear, can ya see, can you feel me? Baby, please...help me Take the pain away So i'll never deal with it for Another day