My Happy Pretend

Let me pretend my way, to a happy beginning. Where the fabric of life, was thick and not thinning. A time and a place, with a loving warm feeling. A super fantastic life, that was perfectly appealing. Where my days were exquisite, like lines to a "Hallmark" poem. Everything so perfect, our house was a home. Time to be a gleeful child, daddy left me alone. My sins weren't so many, I didn't need to atone. Days warm and special, from the very start. A beautiful life, imitation of art. We each were so loving, that was the best part. Days filled with happy, never a broken heart. Pretending doesn't work, so I'll just try and be. Look past my own surfaces and then I might see. Beginnings aren't endings, my God has blessed me. Forgiven and forgiving, from the past I'm set free!