My Happiness

When did this ambivalence fluxed into happiness, When this happiness boisterously took over mind’s stagnancy, Till today I had bounded it to mere laughter, Till when I kept waiting for my jocundity in the mere faces around, Didn’t I know, All this already puns in my heart, Ah this happy-Ness dwells in my very self, Really this very essence of my life, resides in my soul! This serenity, in which I actually float, furtively I say, Didn’t I know, Of this poignant happiness, When my sight is blessed with their faces, It is stunning me out of the bizarre conventionality, From where am I being enlightening? With this happiness, Didn’t I know, Even under darkness, this happiness is fondling me, Making my life utopia, this is Providence, surely, it is all around me and in me, really didn’t I know !... To be happy for no reason, To be grateful for having life, To be nurtured and loved unconditionally, To appreciate this beauty of deflection of life, Before …of This happiness, really! didn’t I know ! ....................................................................................................... dedicated to my parents (they are all i have), and to the friends who accompany me on poetrysoup, thankYou so much ,for appreciation and love, all of you .