My Destinies

Alas, I’m lost in you, in you You’re the sea of glistening doubt Insecurities, out of the blue, Is like a backpack on this journey of a route Crazed and disoriented once more You’re the one I used to adore to the core Gift me radiance and elegance too Give me something more, a cure so true Complaining won’t help, hun You are crying a river too much Blaming me doesn’t help — I’m done, Being a victim to your hatred and such Explaining myself to you is so hard to do Comparing yourself to me won’t help too Complacent in your angst, agitation and anxiety and you’re so ugly in your pain I and you are in vain once again…you make me driven insane…trying to remain sane At last, I found my destinies Put me at ease, oh Lord, please Desires and envies is a disease And you are not my cup of wine and not my plate crackers and cheese… Crazed and disoriented once more You’re the one I used to adore to the core Gift me radiance and elegance too Give me something more, a cure so true Complaining won’t help, hun You are crying a river too much Blaming me doesn’t help — I’m done, Being a victim to your hatred and such Explaining myself to you is so hard to do Comparing yourself to me won’t help too Complacent in your angst, agitation and anxiety and you’re so ugly in your pain I and you are in vain once again…you make me driven insane…trying to remain sane In the past, I thought you were there with me I assumed the best in you, caring for me, baby But, you broke me apart into two You broke my heart too, oh so true Crazed and disoriented once more You’re the one I used to adore to the core Gift me radiance and elegance too Give me something more, a cure so true Complaining won’t help, hun You are crying a river too much Blaming me doesn’t help — I’m done, Being a victim to your hatred and such Explaining myself to you is so hard to do Comparing yourself to me won’t help too Complacent in your angst, agitation and anxiety and you’re so ugly in your pain I and you are in vain once again…you make me driven insane…trying to remain sane You hurt me and killed me softly I bear these fears in mind frankly So out of the blue… I caught myself, Simply loving you You’re all by yourself… Makes me sad, But oh so glad You are out of my life So I won’t feel this strife… Inside me… I feel, without you near, free Hold me dear I feel fear in my heart, but yet cheer Embraces me as a whole It uplifts my saddened soul