My Deeper Thoughts

have you ever tasted the dark, been without the light does your lips moisten when you wish for me the tightness grows in the pit of arousal killing of this pain is what i pray for in the sunlight my broken wings want to flutter wisping pin pricks across my aching body memories flow through my third eye and a shake storms my body awake I' am no longer blind my visions steal my heart away I am not suffocating I am breathing into you this is imaginary all i feel is in my memory killing me inside struggeling to touch reality out of the ashes I see a face I can barely taste his tongue licking the inside of my mouth the sky breaks up through the storm and my hate spreads between his legs thunder strikes and lightning sears my heart rain pounds through our crushing bodies rendering me careless as it drips forming the puddle of my passion the ashes float away and the body stands before me reaching for my soul attaching his emptiness to my inner being breathing me awake he so carelessly serves my timid heart to his combining us as one tearing me away from myself til the brittle bones break breath the last one into my sullen body build my soul around your hope and spread the warmth cry the tear drop deep into the black and light me with swords of which you pull hate angry me with your words unleash your pleasure upon the seed of happiness bite and taste my flesh treasure my scent forever locked inside your memory i can taste your breath across my tongue and the dreams become real the bones are mended sewed together tight blood stops its trickle my heart bleeds no more