My Dark Past

I once followed a dark and ugly path, One that could of took the beat of my heart. For years I was hooked on drugs. Despite all the tears all I did was shrug A teenager leaving others mind blown with his goals Turned Into the same one getting his head blown by different girls I dreamt of my family staying together But my dad was busy going to get her. I grew up despising him, Not knowing I'll be just like him. When my girl was pregnant of my son She stayed home, while I had my fun Leaving her all lonely by herself, As I watched someone else finger her self. Do I regret the **** I've done? Yes plus I despise the man I've become So here's a little about my past, Hope we can make this new person last.