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My mind is dead,my heart is cold i feel like theirs a demon inside me that i cant control ,I blank out at times and waking up god knows where,showing my feelings are very rare i feel dead but yet i am still here I feel alone in this world no mom or dad with happy memories to share I gave them up along time ago my love is like i cant trust any one because i always get stabbed in the back my mind is racing my heart is hating my life can you see the pain in my eye that im trying so hard to hide im scared to let family in side of my life i tried before and it back fire i cant depend on no one accept myself because to me that is way to difficult im tiered of looking in the marrior and just seeing a monster im tiered of being alone i wanna be any where but a place called home its like weed is my only doctor but i know its hurting me can some one help can some one tell me whats wrong with my self By jayson Gargiulo

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Date: 6/2/2016 12:09:00 AM
Jayson, well penned. Enjoyed reading your thoughts and words today. *SKAT
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Date: 7/7/2011 11:02:00 AM
When I welcomed you to PoetrySoup I hoped that you would continue your writing and share it with us. Today I am asking you to please continue your poetry writing. Just write what is in your heart as that is where the best poetry comes from. I will stop back soon and hope to be able to read some new poetry from you at that time Jayson. Love, Carol
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Date: 6/27/2011 4:06:00 AM
A warm welcome to PoetrySoup I offer to you Jayson. I wish for you the best in your writing endeavors whatever they may be. May you find inspiration by reading some of the poetry written here by other poets. Read and comment on their's and they will return in kind. May the sun shine on you that you might find great joy in your life. Love and blessing always, Carol
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