My Cobain Smile

I want to drown my urge to die I want to kill my pulse inside I can't breathe, I'm paranoid Everything in life I avoid Don't speak to me, I'll look away Inside my eyes is just decay I'm already dead, but have yet to die Why do I keep my body alive My soul is dead, eyes are lies So is the smile I hide behind Pull the plug, I'm a fake In a nightmare and I cannot wake Drown me! I'm flooded in pain Please help me regain Some peace, some rest I want to die to live again Set me free Slitting my wrists isn't working The more stares I get The more I become numb I just need to be gone Eliminate my pain, I'm already out of breath Suffocating on my hopelessness Every day I am alive But I'm craving to die inside Curved smile because your so naive You think I'm happy Yet I'm being crushed My head is overflowing With these thoughts that are too much One word, suicide Sparks a light inside of my eyes I don't want to pretend to live Let me go, flood me in sin There is where I want to swim Six feet under the ground Don't be selfish And keep me in pain To tourture my lifeless body again Let my body float soundly Rushing water, ocean salt I promise I won't feel it at all. End it, hold me under Then bury me so I can slumber Goodbye lifeless eyes As I'm dying I'll be coming alive Haunting images Deleted from my mind Laughing As I leave this world behind Water Floods my lungs Death Leans in for a kiss Together we sink into insanity And drown in infinitys abyss.