My Blue Hole

There once was a sadness that lived deep in my soul It was there as long as I remember I called it my "BLUE HOLE" Some days it was empty and left me alone I could function and try to be normal hardly any sadness was shown Some days it would sneak up and surprise me with despair I'd feel so hopeless and cry so hard I'd suddenly find myself gasping for air At times I could manage the impending doom it would bring Other times I'd wonder why to this life I would cling As life went by day in and day out I started to wonder what this BLUE HOLE was all about So I sat down and thought about how I could change The way it effected me and have my mood rearanged I decided to fight this mental enemy so mean I'd block it's controlling taunts with the help of a machine It's called Neuro-Feedback look it up if you haven't heard It's changed my life without saying a single word 5/22/21