My Baby Girl

I hide my feelings away Put a front on infront of friend It's harsh to say i cant wait for the day Till my hurt and suffering ends I've tried a few times before To put it all behind But one human i will always adore Pops up into my mind If it weren't for her i'd be gone By now and no-one would care Shes the one who keeps me going on For her it wouldn't be fair It's not fair for her now i've made a mess I cant help but think she's better off With my mum that i will confess And i'd leave her to do her job I will admit i ain't a bad mother But i struggle just to get by Some of them dont even bother And for them i ask why My baby deserves a better life And i know she wont get that with me All i wanna do is pick up a knife This is how it's supposed to be.