Musing I

You knew the truth about me those sneaky ways that get these human and understandable needs met you just wanted me to "get it" and I am still trying really, I am to understand these human needs and have it all "ok" even though sometimes anger gets the better of me more than anyone your patience was appreciated and even though I played my stupid games of hide and seek thinking the game would go on forever (and intellectually knowing this wasn't a game but that we both could really learn something here) I still play my child in tow trying to reparent myself in a healthy way like I wasn't being before I know there are no feelings of "malice" - and further to that you probably wish me well and I want you to know that it's all OK I am bigger than my hurt and as long as I can strive to really LOVE I know my life will be well.