Moving Toward Love

My tummy is full of cramps I really need to revamp How I have always been living I need to slowly start giving Myself a break from how I've been Going back in time to when I was happy and all smiles Even though it's been a while Since I felt the joyful touch Of someone I love so much Reversing all my foolish actions Will start giving me the traction To move forward finding the True man of my destiny Giving up was how i tried To face the demons inside From days past of ex torture Now I'm looking for a future That will bring me all I'v wanted Days and nights are being counted Until the time I fall and trip Into a great relationship