Moving On From All the Wrong

"I thought you were my everything and that we would last. Now you're just someone who's left in my past. I started feeling unhappy, so I left you. Nothing that you said ever felt true. You lied about everything right from the start. Then you let drugs tear our love apart. I tried my best to keep you away. But it took me leaving for you to stray. You'd treat me like when you weren't lit. So I'd just say, " it, just take another hit." Then he would and we wouldn't fight. We'd actually kiss, cuddle and hold each other tight. That was the only time we really got along. I knew in my heart that it wasn't real and it was wrong. He lied about being fixed, a virgin and having a kid. Even about his mom dying, I don't know why he did. It's crazy that anyone would lie like that. I just wanted to kick his ass and lay him out flat. He actually has a new girlfriend now. Who happens to look like a fat ugly cow. It may sound petty, but I don't really care. I loved him with all my heart and didn't want to share. Now it's time for a new start. Someday a real man will come and steal my heart." -Kae