Moving On
I'm a tell y'all something that most of y'all don't know know
I don't ever put it out there always keep it on the low
There's a softer side of me that I hardly ever show
My father use to be there
But that was ages ago
He got into a habit that's really hard to shake
He started doing drugs man he put his life at stake
He kept making me promises he said he'd never break
But little does he know that **** made my heart ache
I use to cry at night while laying in my bed
That feeling of not knowing if he's alive or if he's dead
I had stop caring to get those thoughts out of my head
I don't know why he never stuck to anything he said
But I moved on from that
Man it isn't even worth it
I had to understand that really no body is perfect
I know it's not my fault i know I don't deserve it
The bridge that we created yea I know I had to burn it
Like I don't need you anymore
I can't believe I fell for what I fell for
But it's not my loss it's yours
Yea I moved on and I closed that door
I know that I am strong I know I am right
And I hope you right your wrongs
it's that I had to write this song
You had a father role but you didn't play along
Copyright © Alainey Craig | Year Posted 2017
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