Moving On

As much as I try to forget you The more you cloud my thoughts You proven our love was all a lie My soul was ripped out and left to die I try to look forward to the future A smile on my face is nothing but torture A nightmarish hell replays every night Proving there is no hope of light I tell myself I will not let you win But, thoughts of death is now my sin They say I better without you around Then, why can't I pick myself up off the ground I use to love life and enjoyed it's party Now, confined by mixed up emotions Nothing but crying, questions, regret, and hatred Trying to forgive you, seeing nothing but red You never explained to me what I did wrong You said it was nothing, the same old song Then, how can you be so cruel to me I'm not to question, just, this is how it will be The kids and I have to start all over again Doing it all and still trying to remain sane Like nothing ever happened, not good or bad You want to forget the family we had How do you forget in a short time, like you did When I have a hard time just trying to keep it hid