Morning Routine

When I say ‘I love you’,
Do I really mean ‘Don’t leave me’.
When you turn away from me first
Don’t I always try in vain
To catch the look in your eyes,
As if I could somehow divine the truth
Of what you are thinking.
Why does that panic flutter
Each time you kiss me goodbye.
I fight with myself
To keep from running after you,
To hold you one more time,
To somehow bind you tighter to me
As you walk out the door.
I ask myself the same questions
Morning after morning:
Does he really love me,
Or is he just turning away first
So he won’t be late for work.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Fraser Avatar
December 17, 2010 at 5:32 AM
If only we could read each others minds, I dare say there would be havoc >> James :)
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December 15, 2010 at 4:49 AM
Thank you for sharing your heart with us through your poetry here at PoetrySoup Deb. My time for reading and commenting will be short until after the New Year. So, today I send a wish from my house to yours. Have a Joyous Holiday and a Happy New Year. Please remember the sick and hungry in your prayers daily. Do all you can to help in anyway you can. Love and blessing, Carol and Family (Your smile can warm a heart)
Roberts Avatar
December 14, 2010 at 11:24 AM
this piece brought back memories, nicely penned
Falotico Avatar
December 14, 2010 at 6:42 AM
Strong write on uncertainity, we thik this way at times , men and women... its just human nature...love yur work andthe way you write without boundries...luv Michael
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