Morning Or Night

Torn between the morning and the night Torn between what's wrong and what's right Faced with a decision that changes everything How do I let go of my past perception? Guilt and condemnation gnaw at me With every thought, I think of change Can't see the future or what it holds The light where is the light to guide me Fueled with turmoil am I hitting a wall I'm so afraid I'm going to fail in life Lord do I have a false perception Clues I look for in everything that I do I must not be ready to go forward Due to the lost feeling in my soul But I can feel the change headed my way By my sense of lost direction of my reflection There are two canvases in the dark You know it's there but what to paint Something different or stay the same Is it morning or night