More Than I Believe

Alone I live Force to learn some type of lesson Force to think outside my box Forced to stare at these four walls Everything I love is outside these walls But I have built them so high so strong It is the foundation I build apon today Forced to make a change Forced to see my mistakes Forced to wallow in my own tears Depressed I am But it is not at all what you see I hide these thoughts in my head I search for a reason I build it higher I Force myself to see what is not there And not look beyond my own fear When you are forced to change You retaliate you blame everyone But when I was forced to see all I became It enlightened me forced me to see that I need to be so much more better for them So now a force it just a little shove in the direction I need to be The course of redemption I seek The time for me to finally see I am more then I believe.