Moments Of

My faith in us has been shaken, My self-worth is in serious doubt. Some days, I just want to scream and shout. I just hope this a dream, and soon will awaken. I have moments I am severely numb, Some moments I am not honestly strong. You have declared that you were wrong That the actions taken were significantly dumb. I am working diligently to forgive you, Yet, it appears that I’m the one working on change. This is so surreal and so undeniably strange. Can we our love be made again anew? I will doubtlessly have trust issues, It will take me a fair amount of time To get over this betrayal, this crime. There are days when I still need tissues. You once made me believe I was special and unique. Now all I feel is ordinary and betrayed And you used the one and only blade To make me realize that I am weak. I need for you to show me once more, That I am yours and your are mine And that a new way we can define So that one day my faith you can restore. My heart is still raw and bleeding, I need you to prove to me all over That any feelings you have are not leftover And that I am all you will be needing. So be patient, as I was the one deceived, And show how I am truly the one And will always be since we had begun. That this ache & pain will one day be relieved. Know that I am yours truly Proving yourself your only concern, And anyone else’s advances you will spurn. That you will pursue me once more, newly.