Mom

Mom I promised you I would do my best to help my brothers and sisters pass life's test to remember how you were before you were laid to rest. Mom I`m finding it really hard to do, my brothers don`t talk to each other they`re playing a fool, my sisters can`t stop crying for you. Mom I fill no matter what I do it`s not right, try finding peace in this family fight only to find I did nothing by the end of night. Mom I remember our last talk, you said no matter what you would be by while I take this walk, mom I need your strength for my life they mock. Mom I told you I`d be fine, that I was not blind, that at the end of this road peace I would find, Mom I fill I`m not the one, all this stress I`m not having fun`m stepping up while the others run. Mom I told you I promise, but it`s my family that suffers and it`s them I miss, so I ask you please help me through this. Mom I am doing what I said I would, while the others fail to do what they should, Mom I did the best I could. Mom,.... how come,.... you chose me to be the one?