Mock Arrival

you say that you’ve arrived with some special kind of person in some special kind of place with some special kind of job but you’re deprived missing your exit after work on the drive to pretend that you’re skipping town and leaving everything behind to find something which cannot be defined a fantasy of playing god for a day shaking up the earth in some kind of way to throw yourself onto a different driveway with a different kind of person in a different kind of place with a different kind of job how many times have you willed your life to turn upside down? thinking to yourself, ‘this is it… this has to be it’ you’ve convinced yourself that this next chapter will be your greatest hit until you look around to see a ghost town once again you’re inside out and upside down chasing a make-believe life you cannot live without k.p.