Missing You

I look across the bed… you’re not there… you’re dead.
I look across the bed and see…you’re no longer next to me.

I reach over and try to feel your skin,
and remember all the joy there had been…

but my hands come back empty…trying desperately to hold on,
barely clinging to life now that your gone.

And I let out a cry I’m quite sure heaven hears,
Or will it linger in limbo for all of my years.

How lonely this bed, where imprisoned I lay.
How long can I take this day after day?

They say that in spirit your right next to me.
But that is no comfort for it’s blackness I see.

They say that it’s time to move on with my life,
But they have no clue of my pain and my strife.

You were my best friend, my angel, my love,
You were hand picked for me from above.

You were the one who’s soul I adored
Whatever I did you were there to applaud.

You alone knew me inside and out,
And the love that we shared left no one to doubt.

For you were my angel sent from above,
To care for, to lean on, to cherish and love…..

So I’ll go back to bed where imprisoned I lay,
And hope for a joy that visits someday.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Allison Avatar
April 27, 2014 at 12:05 PM
Such a hard hitting raw emotional tribute to one so adored.Hugs Jan
A   Avatar
May 26, 2013 at 8:24 PM
Hello Bernard, Congratulations with your Featured Poem of the week. Have yourself a beautiful Memorial Day, this Monday. God bless the ones who fought and keep on fighting. Always~ LINDA
Goff Avatar
May 9, 2013 at 2:17 PM
whew.....strong.....thanks
Sister Avatar
April 27, 2013 at 4:23 PM
This is truly one of the most beautiful tributes I have ever read. Your love must have been very lucky to have a compassionate man. I hope today finds you in peace. I am saving this. Wow. Such raw emotions. J
Harper Avatar
April 17, 2013 at 5:56 PM
Bernard, wonderful love couplet poem, very unusual and unforgettable first lines!
Colasurdo Avatar
April 17, 2013 at 6:13 PM
Thank You Sheri, Yes I know, it was a real emotion and thought not sugar coated. It was hard to write but very real. (((Hugs)))
Bateson Avatar
April 17, 2013 at 2:56 PM
Beautiful Bernard. Betty
A   Avatar
April 4, 2013 at 7:55 PM
Hope you don't mind me adding this poem to my favorite list, it reminds me of my own... hugs.... pd
Colasurdo Avatar
April 8, 2013 at 10:21 AM
My Absolute Honor, Thank You!
A   Avatar
April 4, 2013 at 7:54 PM
oh, my.... this was a straight poem. Bernard, i don't know how you did it, coming to this point. Do you call it accepting your loss. I don't think I could sleep in the same bed if my love was to leave me behind. I would find the pillows hard to stare at.... I'm feeling a bad painful pen. sorry, that your pain refreshers my own. you are a poet hero in my eyes. xox~ Linda
Colasurdo Avatar
April 8, 2013 at 10:20 AM
Hi Linda, I actually don't sleep in the same bed, I did in the beginning and then quickly moved to one of the spare rooms. I can't call it acceptance, I just pray for strength to make it through each day. thank you for the compliment coming from another poet hero. your words put hope in my heart Big Hugs to you.
Colasurdo Avatar
March 28, 2013 at 9:59 AM
Thank You Rick, I can tell you are a caring person and your words are always full of truth and compassion. Thank You my friend, Blessings
Lamoureux Avatar
March 28, 2013 at 8:15 PM
No thanks required
Lamoureux Avatar
March 28, 2013 at 7:32 AM
So many of us live our lives oblivious to the pain that exists in others lives. It is hard to imagine what you have gone trough. Your words certainly help me understand.
Colasurdo Avatar
March 28, 2013 at 10:00 AM
Thank You Rick, I can tell you are a caring person and your words are always full of truth and compassion. Thank You my friend, Blessings
Williams Avatar
March 14, 2013 at 5:20 PM
Bernard anther great write, this is a couplet form....David
Guzzi Avatar
December 10, 2012 at 9:42 AM
So sorry for the pain you are going through, you are doing the right thing writing about it. Each verse written is a tribute to the love you still feel and will always feel. I'm afraid there is no way to tell how long you will feel so very lost, just know folks here will listen & we too will pour out our hearts to you. Light & Love
Get a Premium Membership
Turn off ads, get more exposure for your poetry, and get more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Diverse Voices: The Poetry of Human Rights and the Pursuit of Peace