Missing You

CRYING ON THE OUTSIDE DYING ON THE INSIDE WHAT HAVE I DONE TO CAUSE SO MUCH PAIN LORD PLEASE MAKE IT STOP I WANT THIS TO GO AWAY FAST I NEVER WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS EVER AGAIN U NO ITS LIKE THE HOLE IN YOUR HEART U HAVE WHEN U LOSE SOMEONE LIKE TRYING TO BREATH AND YOU CANT GASPING 4 AIR BUT YOUR AIR IS NOT THERE ITS GONE NOTHING TO HOLD ON TO BUT MEMORIES YOU FEEL REAL PAIN LIKE NO OTHER LIKE HAVING YOUR HEART TORN FROM YOUR SOUL WHILE A MULE KICK YOU IN THE CHEST YOU NEVER NO HOW MUCH U LOVE SOMEONE UNTIL THERE GONE IVE FELT THIS FEELING A FEW TIMES B 4 THIS FEELING IS A PART OF LIFE AND I MUST CLOSE THIS DOOR WITH THAT BEING SAID SENDING BIG SHOUT OUTS TO MY LOVE ONES ALIVE AND DEAD I NO THAT WAT WE HAD WAS REAL CUZ I CANT GET YOU OUT OF MY HEAD