Missing

Life is good wen ur missing that certain fragrance, warmth heated imaginary endless love, soft kisses filled with Every intention to kover a wonded heart, heaven threw hell  i was floating right pass the moon on dayz that should b irrelevant. Home is the  highest energy u kould feel, i dislike knowing that ur the valve to my heart n mind that certain key that Broke into my lock, im no locksmith ,just give me 5 or 2 min with u and i have u feeling different, so either run away from me on a different planet and i  know u Still love me with sadness that i kouldnt change to a different route  of a cycle of a man that kan be  there for you  lookn gudd to a point , satisfied like either broke or poor well b ok  whats higher than high? family, i wanna bring you all ur needs its not ur needs that u want from me just me and im missing you beyond missing like are  coming threw? i miss u ,i have passion in us and you should know being the luckiest gurl in Life wouldnt  be no gudd with a lil madness like the world is tragic loving you forever n ever And more its programmed to our conscience automatic so my love exist wen i lay my last breath ,I say im selfish,  kids in my life why Kouldnt i stop when, when u gave me chance after chance With that there I  dnt deserve bliss u deserved kids ,sayin that? is that a lil kid Mind , Im a  blindless guy in the world ,now im A hypocrite Who isnt..  Just know i love u Not even  close Like the ojays.... Not ever like the future lame squeeze, i hate being the guy you'll be reminiscing of ,wat u were missing, wen you should be right next to me, like did u forget what u left behind threw arguing ,How do u say no more bcuz if ur heart hurts instantly shouldnt  I TURN MY BACK ON YOU, Well i should turn it around , A roaming stream of feelings against Urself and knowing our luv is luv.. Real love or mistaken love, Like its not enough, i feel like the world is  mine when were all layed up I keep messin up. A lil bit more and more konstantly i would nvr expect the world to just up n leave Hurt and just done to even bare to stick around me, sick n tired of being hurt once again so fall and i will katch you like a baseball mit , i feel you like Im missing you, i See you like Im missing you And i  kant even touch when im missing you which I know the message Wats falling over and  breathin Wen its the barely the 2nd inning