Missin' Puzzle Pieces

Its kind of sad , this piece that Im missin and when all granny can give u is hugs and kisses People who dont hold ur blood r who hold ur heart cuz u feel along while ur family falls apart Am i wrong? or am I mean because I despise ma family tree Im nothing like da rest I stand alone I've never had someone to hold Am i ok? Could it get any worse? I'll hang myself if i see another nurse because im sick with anger because i dont see me I see all the aspects of someone i dont wanna be Do I make sense? or I am confusin? Its neva been physical but my life is mentally abusing Each line I write is dedicated to the inner me Not the girl I see but the girl I wanna be