Miss U Mom

I sit here alone looking up at the sky
MISS the bond between YOU & I
Gone forever I start to cry

I long to hear u laugh 
See the mischievous sparkle in your eye 
I was unprepared to tell you goodbye
Couldn't even count all the tears I've cried

This I'd the worst sorrow I have ever been in
All of my insecurities come from within
Suddenly my World just got dimmer
The thought of the rest of my life 
without U makes my whole body shiver

Pain runs through me icy cold
Wanted to care for u when u were  old
Now making him pay my only goal
My raging anger can't be controlled 
My broken heart can't be consoled 
he robbed our family of its heart & soul

My beautiful Mother 
his incompetence stole
Should be locked up 
No chance of parole! 
Stole the other half that made me whole
Unrelenting sadness starting to take its toll

Must stop treating Doctors like righteous Kings
In Heaven I wish for you far  better things 
A lifetime of happy memories 
Your Spirit brings
I'll  know it's you when the heavens sing
To Eternal life I must cling

Prematurely you got ur angel wings
You were my World my EVERYTHING 
In courtroom for YOU I plan to win
A part of me has forever died

One foot in front of the other try to Survive 
my best friend in you I'd confide
my Happiness suffered the day you died
 Endless love & support you supplied
on YOU so many people relied
never asked for help just too much pride

I KNOW U enjoyed life
One hell of a ride
Hung my heart wherever you'd reside
for me you'll always be the greatest Mom  Worldwide
One day we be together again side by side 
For now I'll remember all your words and let your LOVE be my Guide
Within my heart you'll ALWAYS be alive

Copyright © Diana Vee | Year Posted 2016

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