Miss U Mom

I sit here alone looking up at the sky MISS the bond between YOU & I Gone forever I start to cry I long to hear u laugh See the mischievous sparkle in your eye I was unprepared to tell you goodbye Couldn't even count all the tears I've cried This I'd the worst sorrow I have ever been in All of my insecurities come from within Suddenly my World just got dimmer The thought of the rest of my life without U makes my whole body shiver Pain runs through me icy cold Wanted to care for u when u were old Now making him pay my only goal My raging anger can't be controlled My broken heart can't be consoled he robbed our family of its heart & soul My beautiful Mother his incompetence stole Should be locked up No chance of parole! Stole the other half that made me whole Unrelenting sadness starting to take its toll Must stop treating Doctors like righteous Kings In Heaven I wish for you far better things A lifetime of happy memories Your Spirit brings I'll know it's you when the heavens sing To Eternal life I must cling Prematurely you got ur angel wings You were my World my EVERYTHING In courtroom for YOU I plan to win A part of me has forever died One foot in front of the other try to Survive my best friend in you I'd confide my Happiness suffered the day you died Endless love & support you supplied on YOU so many people relied never asked for help just too much pride I KNOW U enjoyed life One hell of a ride Hung my heart wherever you'd reside for me you'll always be the greatest Mom Worldwide One day we be together again side by side For now I'll remember all your words and let your LOVE be my Guide Within my heart you'll ALWAYS be alive