Miss Him Too Much

He, the love of my life, most expensive thing I have Only thing in the world I can't give up is loving him Loneliness in the whole day long And living a day without a word from him Make me sick, oh yeah !!not in a humiliated way, It drives me crazier,, Every time when i get on to the bed wish if he is here ,,,with me,,, Wish i could wrap my arms around his neck and kiss his face ,,Wish I could cuddle him for a second ,,OMG,,even thinking of it makes my heart bumps up!! That would be the happiest moment of my life!! If somebody ask "can you stop loving him?" I'm gonna say "You better kill me!!" The thing I'm dying to see is , not him It's his smile One day he smiled at me!!felt him like an angel Who came to make me happy!!his single smile can make me Feel the every happiness in the world !!! I'm nooot exaggerating !!! Any person would love to be a hero Like SUPERMAN,BATMAN or like FLASH I guess,, But I would love to be hollow man!!! Are you afraid???am I suppose to kill somebody??? Noo,,,If I am the hollow woman I would go to him And nobody can see me,,neither he can!! Then I'm gonna kiss his lips all day,,,or else Try some bad things,,,oops!!! Having sex with him through the phone in midnight Actually not the midnight!!itz early morning Oh god that's heaven!!!he,,,his voice ,,,,his dirty talks They are soooo hot!!! Reminding them makes me wet even I'm asleep!!though I haven't even touched him for real My only wish which i everyday pray for Is to be with him in my whole life Ohh god can you ever imagine how much happy i would be Every morning i can see his nice smile kissing his dimples would makes me butterflies It's all him I want ,I love him more than ,,more than,, Uhh,,I dooon't know there's nothing to compare !!! More than everything I have,,more than everything I will