Misdeemed Me

All the things that I thought you loved about me....were the one's you hated most Why I believed that you would love me.....when I couldn't love myself I was fool To think that I could be loved and saved While I was broken till very end I was graveyard of all my emotions and dreams I was a dead flower within You called it jokes....when pointed my flaws And I laughed cause fool I was Now it's making sense Because I just saw me with your lens Why did I believe that you would like me....when I couldn't like myself Now you are disappointed And I m dying inside I couldn't even ask for help Cause you won't understand I did what you told me I tried my very best Well I just wasn't enough for you But I wish If I had Why did I believe that you would live with me when I couldn't live with myself As we lie in the same bed Still way too far Sometimes we couldn't talk Sometimes we don't wanna talk I can hear you Changing sides and breathing a lot Is it getting suffocating or you just wanna go more far? I said I love you But I didn't hear you saying a word Why did I believe that you would want me when I don't want myself. I f**king hate myself.