Misconception

Forever seen, the sky so dim. I wonder hopelessly in till the end Searching for my hearts mend Staggering along what seems so slim The sky turns red As time flows, down like water Into the road. Screams are hard to come across these days But is it I, the one to say, "I love you." So I sit, making the choice Should I be that rebel or rejoice! Its hard for me to ease the pain, or ever Refrain to take me away. So all I have is your voice and pictures Staggered on the wall And I make the blisters, pop and ooze Stressed and confused I don't know what I should do All I know is "I want to see you." So now I wait, tomorrow is near I will be leaving to see my fear He was all, he was everything, He is what made me. But now he’s gone And now i’m lost Theirs only a path That leads to my moth Flying high in the sky, beauty lays deep down inside My plans has made a war in my head, I'm sorry for all that I’ve said. Over coming this will change me now So I must go and claim that sound. Sound of fear, and death, loneliness and stress I’m going up their for the best Then "us" will come, and it will be good. Still I wait for that time to come, touching your skin, so closely snug Me and you doing what we love. Some day we will meet But can I handle it?