Mirrored Reflection

Who is this woman I see in the mirror? This isn't the face that's supposed to appear. Her face is so sad, red and swollen from tears. There is no hope only worry and fear. I had so many hopes and dreams. Hers didn't come true, or so it seems. This isn't a woman who's accomplished it all, I see in her face accomplishments are small. Her life was wasted by waiting too long, waiting for signs or miracles to come along. She didn't try her hardest after failing, or try again to do her best. She sat there waiting for someone else to do the rest. I have to help her if I want to help myself. I'll remind her to just believe in herself. She can do anything if she'll just try. I won't give up and just lay down and cry. She can change her future but not her past. There's still time but I have to act fast. It's time I become who I want to be. Then I will recognize the reflection I see.