Mindless Rambling

mind gone there's no more credibility unable to accept any responsibility trust is lost when will we find the closing cost have no fear push those away who want to draw near the temptation is great when there's nothing but hate mentally controlled by forces unknown just want to be left alone continually being drug back like a train coming off track an example must be set but it's so hard living with so much regret knowing the future seems so bleak gotta find one more winning streak only worry is letting others down the burden of holding the crown identity has been misplaced along with all natural taste thoughts are screaming into the ears mistakes made throughout the years when will this storm end like a message that won't send rains bring in floods of unrest and all the doubt fueled by this unwanted guest never ending thoughts of heaven and hell wanting so bad to just hear the bell physically asleep but sub consciously awake trying to find the right combination of pills to take bury all the feelings within like writing a letter but don't know where to begin just so tired of this rambling and all this mindless gambling