Memories of the Future

Standing there that day
I missed him the instant he pulled away
The night before so incredible so that there was nothing left to say
 I find myself constantly re-living that night with him
It felt so natural, so right, with no reservations of sin
And when my mind wonders back to those moments, I can’t help but smile
My heart skips a beat and it somehow makes my being worth while
I remember every little intimate detail
The smell of his skin, the way he passionately kissed me with fail
The way he held me so tight
And the way he would tug my hair ever so slightly to kiss my bared neck just right
The sounds he made while he slept deeply into the night
To the laughing and talking, and the nails digging in each others skin
Followed with willing nibbles and tingling bites
To me, he’s my world, my one and only
We should forever be together instead of being so lonely
Hopefully soon this will finally come to pass
And be with each other at long last
Then I can live within my future and not be stuck within my own past
Let the memories then lay where they should only to once and awhile be recalled
And then create more moments and memories side by side
Holding him, being played by his hands while I knowingly abide
With never again to worry of having my heart once again fall
But no one for me needs to for now worry
Because I went into this with my eyes wide open full of color and nothing at all is blurry
So even if my heart was to again break
And my soul be again tattered
I will not forsake
And it will not, in the end, matter
Because I know that I followed my heart
Knowing with each and every step, it could completely be shattered
And torn wholly apart

Copyright © Sandy Schermerhorn | Year Posted 2009

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