Memories of the Future

Standing there that day I missed him the instant he pulled away The night before so incredible so that there was nothing left to say I find myself constantly re-living that night with him It felt so natural, so right, with no reservations of sin And when my mind wonders back to those moments, I can’t help but smile My heart skips a beat and it somehow makes my being worth while I remember every little intimate detail The smell of his skin, the way he passionately kissed me with fail The way he held me so tight And the way he would tug my hair ever so slightly to kiss my bared neck just right The sounds he made while he slept deeply into the night To the laughing and talking, and the nails digging in each others skin Followed with willing nibbles and tingling bites To me, he’s my world, my one and only We should forever be together instead of being so lonely Hopefully soon this will finally come to pass And be with each other at long last Then I can live within my future and not be stuck within my own past Let the memories then lay where they should only to once and awhile be recalled And then create more moments and memories side by side Holding him, being played by his hands while I knowingly abide With never again to worry of having my heart once again fall But no one for me needs to for now worry Because I went into this with my eyes wide open full of color and nothing at all is blurry So even if my heart was to again break And my soul be again tattered I will not forsake And it will not, in the end, matter Because I know that I followed my heart Knowing with each and every step, it could completely be shattered And torn wholly apart