Memories Beyond the Door

As an ordinary man I have ordinary needs

and doubts, laments and dreads. 

I have strong knowledge of right from wrong

but little stomach for the fight.

And so I know too well of memories that lurk

beyond a door too easily opened.

Memories I would simply shun,

had I the strength of mind to think me guiltless.

But spectres sometimes haunt my waking hours

and I must fend them off like nightmare’s terrors.

Costs of deeds that were not done,

or best were left undone,

of loves lost or scorned,

words said and silences kept,

sights seen but turned from,

and wrongs witnessed and left not hindered.

Such memories bar the sanctuary of sleep,

their talons from my conscience claw bloodied raw regrets

and I wish other men to be as weak as me,

and know there is no god.


3rd of May 2013
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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O'Leary Avatar
May 25, 2013 at 8:21 AM
Deep!... Terry
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May 22, 2013 at 5:31 AM
This made my heart beat faster.....made my breath catch!! You are the writer of the beautiful and bittersweet. Nobody tops you xxx
Duncan Avatar
May 22, 2013 at 1:17 AM
nicely done, I would think you won with this one ;}
Dietrich Avatar
May 15, 2013 at 2:52 PM
red, love your comment to my warm up poem. haha. Give us a new poem today!!
Delaney Avatar
May 11, 2013 at 12:28 AM
Excellent poem i have added it to my favorites. Congratulations on a well deserved win. Suz
Buil Avatar
May 10, 2013 at 11:40 AM
Congrats on your win! :D Have a great weekend!
Hendricks Avatar
May 10, 2013 at 10:18 AM
Congratulations on your win, Red.
Roberts Avatar
May 9, 2013 at 11:17 PM
congrats on your win in the contest with this great entry
Johnson Avatar
May 9, 2013 at 2:56 PM
Heart wrenching. congratulations on your win. Love, Joyce
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May 9, 2013 at 2:42 PM
I am glad that you won with this poem Red, very well written! - Congratulations! - oxox / / Anne-Lise :)
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May 9, 2013 at 12:51 PM
Congrats on your win.
Dietrich Avatar
May 9, 2013 at 10:06 AM
Yayyyyy, now you have another feather in your cap, Red. Keep up with the poetry and I'll be seeing your name more and more on the winner lists! Congrats on your win. This was top notch.
Kendrick Avatar
May 8, 2013 at 3:33 PM
Interesting lines penned..Sometimes memories can be good or bad or we know that someone was there protecting us when we did not have a clue..Sara
Dietrich Avatar
May 8, 2013 at 10:13 AM
soupmail, my friend.
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May 4, 2013 at 12:19 AM
Red, this is fantastic writing, though you know I will never be able to agree with your last line of this! REally really good stuff!! soupmail.
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