Me Not Me

Is there a reason on existence am trapped,
To the world that has its walking map,
To the people that have life blue print ,
And the love that has much to take.

I believe in things that I want to have,
The feeling of their mutual want is strong,
The past experiences of my giants,
The torture of pleasing and trying to be in.

Ooh! They have a character they like to expose,
Some believe its them having two lives,
Who gets into the heart of YOLO,
Be it, the myths have already proven it.

Now that am fade I decided to be naked,
So they can see the truth of my livelihood,
The gender I never understood it purpose,
And this person you all have been perceiving

This idea of fitting is insanely stigmatized,
Just because Abraham believed in Democ,
Let's not false the universe to stay still,
I would like my great grandson to fly to school,

Just like a chameleon I did my colors,
Happens always am spotted out,
Can it be the monster it was made to be,
Maybe you will have your chance read.

The numbness messy gets strong,
Am scared I might loose the skin,
How can a fish live in water without being it,
I swear I am  vulnerably aware of my absence. 

          @callme_SoulGitah

Copyright © | Year Posted 2019



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