Me In the Flesh

I don't know how else to put this its taken me so long to do this I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight. My muscles feel like a melee body is curled in a u shape I put on my best but I'm still afraid propped by lies and promises saving my place as life forgets maybe its time I saw the world I'm only here for awhile but patience is not my style and I'm so tired that I gotta go what am I supposed to hide now what am I supposed to do did you really think I wouldn't see this through tell me I should stick around for you tell me I could have it all I'm still to tired to care and I got to go I'm following suit and directions I crawl up inside for protection I'm told what to do and don't know y I'm over existing in limbo I'm over the myths and placebos I really don't mind if I just fade away I'm ready to live with family I'm ready to die in obscurity cuz I'm so tired that I gotta go