Me In Disguise

What is there to say besides the words that describe me written on a single page? What is there to call a home when the life you live is torn up like a chewed on bone? the sounds of their voices and the wrong, hateful head banging choices are the only things that kill you down deep inside, besides the lies that can't hide because it's rude to lie to some guy who has been in you life for quite some time When he ask if you're okay, do you stay, stray and don't say the things that can hurt someone, or him in more than one way? I don't truly know should I tell him or should I say what's on my mind, in this moment of precious time? Should I quit, for a little bit, or take a while to think and sit? I don't know. Someone help, I can't really yelp, or could I have felt that it's the right thing to do? I have no clue, but if I did, I would say anything and everything the holy truth.