maybe in a dream

I was not ready to say goodbye when you left last night without a kiss cheeks wet with tears lips wet with liquor I whisked myself away drowning until dreaming dreaming of you time dilation was so intense as to make me feel upon waking as if I had been asleep for days too often I get confused between what I dream and what is real - flux the flux of fulfillment and disappointment is the substance of Future - the taste of both familiar from journeys past I think I have been here before maybe in a dream