Maybe I Am Sad So What

Imagine i would have killed myself that night without grabbing a pencil or even putting up a fight. I feel like my life has gone from the dark to the light, But from the light to the dark would be kind of a scary sight Those nights and days wishing that i died cause i was so young i didnt know what it meant to be alive. I felt broken at times lies that i told made me question my simplest lines. But im tryna be better as a human but i cant be better with all these people assumeing. What i call a friend makes me unsettle life will crush you when you soft like a rose pettle I often ask myself why im on a higher level Meanwhile i was low cause i was doing my own thing like a rebel.